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Tummy Ouches
Oct. 2nd, 2019 04:54 pmThis sucks butts!
My stomach is soOoOO upset and I have a gnarly headache. This sucks because I desperately want to go for a run. I have this relay race I am doing in like a week where I think I am going to be running about 7ish miles. Maybe 9. I haven't been training. Mostly because my body is being a fuck about it all. I am eating something light and settling into my evening before changing. I am determined to get this done tonight. Even if I am not feeling up to doing it.
I missed out on the first day of Drawlloween yesterday. I am probably not doing today's prompt either. I am in the middle of working on a drawing and I don't want to divert my attention to another set of drawings. Namely because I am focused right now, and I feel like jumping into Drawlloween right now would be distracting and restricting in that it would feel like an obligation rather than an exercise in self-improvement.
It's hard to differentiate between those things sometimes. Like, how do I tell the difference between," I don't wanna!!!" and," This is going to hurt more than it will help right now..."? I can't really explain it, but my gut is telling me that this isn't me being a brat, but more that I am trying to maintain a different kind of rhythm and pace than something like Drawlloween is at.
I am working from home for the remainder of this week. The dog comes home on Saturday and I have done nothing to dog-proof our home. Shame on me.
Okay, I am going to chow down on the rest of my snack, sip on this seltzer water and then change. I can do this thing and it is going to be great!
My stomach is soOoOO upset and I have a gnarly headache. This sucks because I desperately want to go for a run. I have this relay race I am doing in like a week where I think I am going to be running about 7ish miles. Maybe 9. I haven't been training. Mostly because my body is being a fuck about it all. I am eating something light and settling into my evening before changing. I am determined to get this done tonight. Even if I am not feeling up to doing it.
I missed out on the first day of Drawlloween yesterday. I am probably not doing today's prompt either. I am in the middle of working on a drawing and I don't want to divert my attention to another set of drawings. Namely because I am focused right now, and I feel like jumping into Drawlloween right now would be distracting and restricting in that it would feel like an obligation rather than an exercise in self-improvement.
It's hard to differentiate between those things sometimes. Like, how do I tell the difference between," I don't wanna!!!" and," This is going to hurt more than it will help right now..."? I can't really explain it, but my gut is telling me that this isn't me being a brat, but more that I am trying to maintain a different kind of rhythm and pace than something like Drawlloween is at.
I am working from home for the remainder of this week. The dog comes home on Saturday and I have done nothing to dog-proof our home. Shame on me.
Okay, I am going to chow down on the rest of my snack, sip on this seltzer water and then change. I can do this thing and it is going to be great!
