.whatever.

I'm cut wide open today. 
I am raw. 

I just want to listen to music that allows me to sit in these feelings and process. I have nothing specific in mind, just slow, mellow, intense in its subtlety. But I am accosted by straight white men in popular music whining about their mediocrity as if it is sincere or special. 

On another note, I can't stand Morrissey. His music are incel ballads that justify a man's entitlement over women. Fuck Morrissey.