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Yesterday, I started experimenting with a treatment for my anxiety that seemed to work fairly decently. I feel very well-rested today and motivated to take care of things around the house. I don't know if it is just one of my upswings or if what I did yesterday worked. I am kind of waiting to finish the rest of my coffee before doing it again. Also, I am trying to decide if I should do it again or if I should wait to see how I feel. 

I do know that even though I feel motivated and in a decent mood, that I feel a bit of stress in the back of my mind. Hyper-vigilance. That is what it feels like. Like I have to jump at the ready any moment.  

I kind of want to experiment with a quick-cook method for bacon right now, but I am not particularly hungry. It's annoying because I am motivated to do it right now, but I don't want to make food I am not ready to eat yet. 

I just took a moment to check the weather to see if today would be a good day to take Vivi for another run (it rained yesterday), and it looks like the wind plans on being an asshole today. Windy, but at least it will be sunny. She went to the groomer yesterday and she smells so nice. I don't want to get her all wet and gross. 

I thought I had something more insightful to say, but I guess I don't. 

Cheers to a somewhat decent morning! Let's hope the rest of the day keeps on this trajectory! 

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