A Flight Delay...

[ruinousrapture]

I am trying really hard not to cry at my desk right now. 

Okay, that's a lie. I'm actually having a hard time getting tears to happen. I want to cry, but my body won't do it. Funny thing, I used to cry so easily when I was younger. Now I have to force it to happen. 

Anyway, whatever. My overnight shipment, that was guaranteed delivery by 10:30am today was on a delayed flight. As a result, it missed its shipment window. Further, the shipper called me and told me that they cannot guarantee it will be delivered today. 

TLDR; I don't think we are going to be able to close on Friday.

Of all the fucking things to go wrong, it HAD to be this. I'm trying not to feel sorry for myself, but I am so frustrated and I am so angry. I feel like at every turn, I am being nickeled and dimed, and then, I don't even get what I pay for. This was so important. I am hurt and disappointed and I know I am throwing a god damn hissy fit over something so fucking stupid, but... I can't help that this is the way I feel about it. 

There is nothing I can do about this. All I have right now is to scream into the void about it. Whine, whine, bitch, bitch. 

I'm sorry you had to see this.