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Today is the day! I can feel it in my bones.
Today is the day that this move is done consuming my thoughts. Today is the last day I will be unproductive due to my mental and emotional resources being stretched thin.
Last night, we had a little bit of help in moving a good chunk of the left over bullshit. While Mel and Jordan packed things and moved them down to the cars and over to the house, I cleaned. I got quite a bit done and so did they. The amount that is left at the apartment is negligible. Tonight HAS to be the end of this nightmare. I am hopeful that it will happen.
I am also both nervous and excited because I have my first set of allergy shots this afternoon. Hopefully the chronic dizziness and other weird health things stops with this treatment. I am also hoping it is affordable. I wonder what it will be like to feel like a normal human being when the weather changes? That is going to be great.
It also seems that I may have resolved the issue with the second floor of the house being warmer than the rest of the house. I replaced all of the floor registers with actual working dampers. Seems to have fixed the issue. But of course, it has been a reasonable warm outside, so there is also the chance that the weather is just agreeable. We need just one really hot day for me to know for sure.
I think it sucks ass that my brain can only focus on one thing at a time. Like, with this house and moving shit, it is consuming my thoughts. I am obsessing and I can't move on. I can't distract myself because all I want to do is get the things done. Once I get the things done, I can move on. As of right now, I am being extremely unproductive at work because all I can think about is finishing off this fucking move. And, as you can tell, it is the only thing I can seem to write about and talk about.
OH! This morning, after I went downstairs to make myself coffee and whatnot, Bandar was chilling on the stairs. He is getting comfortable with the house! I was so worried about him. He tends to get traumatized very easily. When I moved to the apartment, he stayed in the closet for weeks. I actually think it may have been months now that I consider it. He was also being a lot more social before we moved. So I was worried that all of that would go away. Last night he slept next to me on the bed, which is something he hasn't done in years. I wonder if he is loving the fact that we have more space and that he can't sense any neighbors in the building?
I really want to get a dog, but I don't know how that will impact his, or Kupo's, emotional state. I have seen a few dogs at the Humane Society that look like they would be the perfect match, but I don't know. I have wanted a dog since I moved out of my parents' home. Maybe soon.
Also, one of my coworker's, who is also a really big Tool fan, is currently tapping his desk to some music, and it sounds like he may actually be listening to the same song I am. LOL
Let's hope that today goes by quickly. I am just going to sip my coffee and contemplate what there is left to do. Maybe making some lists will help me sort out my feelings and make the tasks seem less daunting.
After we finish the apartment, I can start building out my office. This will be great!
Today is the day that this move is done consuming my thoughts. Today is the last day I will be unproductive due to my mental and emotional resources being stretched thin.
Last night, we had a little bit of help in moving a good chunk of the left over bullshit. While Mel and Jordan packed things and moved them down to the cars and over to the house, I cleaned. I got quite a bit done and so did they. The amount that is left at the apartment is negligible. Tonight HAS to be the end of this nightmare. I am hopeful that it will happen.
I am also both nervous and excited because I have my first set of allergy shots this afternoon. Hopefully the chronic dizziness and other weird health things stops with this treatment. I am also hoping it is affordable. I wonder what it will be like to feel like a normal human being when the weather changes? That is going to be great.
It also seems that I may have resolved the issue with the second floor of the house being warmer than the rest of the house. I replaced all of the floor registers with actual working dampers. Seems to have fixed the issue. But of course, it has been a reasonable warm outside, so there is also the chance that the weather is just agreeable. We need just one really hot day for me to know for sure.
I think it sucks ass that my brain can only focus on one thing at a time. Like, with this house and moving shit, it is consuming my thoughts. I am obsessing and I can't move on. I can't distract myself because all I want to do is get the things done. Once I get the things done, I can move on. As of right now, I am being extremely unproductive at work because all I can think about is finishing off this fucking move. And, as you can tell, it is the only thing I can seem to write about and talk about.
OH! This morning, after I went downstairs to make myself coffee and whatnot, Bandar was chilling on the stairs. He is getting comfortable with the house! I was so worried about him. He tends to get traumatized very easily. When I moved to the apartment, he stayed in the closet for weeks. I actually think it may have been months now that I consider it. He was also being a lot more social before we moved. So I was worried that all of that would go away. Last night he slept next to me on the bed, which is something he hasn't done in years. I wonder if he is loving the fact that we have more space and that he can't sense any neighbors in the building?
I really want to get a dog, but I don't know how that will impact his, or Kupo's, emotional state. I have seen a few dogs at the Humane Society that look like they would be the perfect match, but I don't know. I have wanted a dog since I moved out of my parents' home. Maybe soon.
Also, one of my coworker's, who is also a really big Tool fan, is currently tapping his desk to some music, and it sounds like he may actually be listening to the same song I am. LOL
Let's hope that today goes by quickly. I am just going to sip my coffee and contemplate what there is left to do. Maybe making some lists will help me sort out my feelings and make the tasks seem less daunting.
After we finish the apartment, I can start building out my office. This will be great!
